winter's end

sunrise over hibriten mountain

Otto, Goldie the hen & I in front of the woodpile we will chip in a few weeks

just before a February afternoon rainshower

first hints of green in our freshly pruned apple orchard

the strange case of the disapearing weekend

If it supposedly flies when you're having fun, I think time moves even faster when you're trying to get things done. I had lofty ambitions of productivity this weekend and achieved a small portion of what I intended to. Sitting here on a chilly Sunday evening, watching twilight fade behind bare trees and little lights glowing in the distant valley, I feel good. Friday, another hen was lost to a hungry hawk and April was kind enough to wait until I was driving home before breaking the news. Losing a lady chicken is always tough no matter how many times it has happened before. We have been lucky the past few weeks with our flock spending the work week confined to the coop and then having a few glorious days of freedom from Friday through Sunday. I'm not sure who between us looks forward to the weekend more. If I was a betting man, I would say the chickens since they get to peck around for bugs and tender shoots instead of pruning fruit trees or repairing faucets in their leisure time. When I got home Friday evening, I went to the garage for a shovel and pitchfork and then walked over to the murder scene. Hawks, much like zombies, seem to have a taste for brains because I have yet to find one of my chicken's heads still attached when they get attacked by those flighted zombie devil birds. April came out and told me the story while I dug a grave in the compost pile for our black australorp. Until we are able to get our chain link fence aviary built behind our chicken coop, we will continue to test our luck as Friday through Sunday free-rangers, at the mercy of the Hawk posse. Saturday morning came later than I had planned for, we threw on some dump appropriate duds and loaded the pickup with refuse before making the bi-weekly journey to the local "convenience center" on Dragstrip Road. I unloaded our crud into the dumpsters and sorted our recyclables into metal, glass and plastic while April watched an Asian couple try to decide if an old couch was worth rescuing from a certain doom. Afterwards, we brunched on delicious BBQ at Hannah's before reloading the truck with chicken feed, pine shavings and a large metal trough for the chicks we have coming in early April. Final stop was Lowe's where we picked up a new faucet and the stuff you need to install one. We lingered amongst the kitchen cabinets, tile flooring, showers and bathtubs awhile, dreaming. One the ride home, April announced that she would install the new faucet all by herself. I was foolishly about to offer my assistance but my curiosity about potentially having a wonderous Mrs. Fix-It available at my disposal got the best of me so I kept my mouth shut. Besides, I had planned to shovel out a year's worth of chicken deuce, decomposing pine shavings and fine particulate dust out of the chicken coop and prepare it for our new arrivals. I got a N95 respirator from April to keep the stuff I was stirring up out of my lungs and got down to business. I was about halfway through shoveling chicken crap and wood chips into a wheelbarrow and dumping it into the compost pile when I saw my lovely wife approaching. She informed that the faucet install was going swimmingly save for a massive crack in the PVC pipe that she had just discovered. In man speak, that translates to: "I just cracked the PVC pipe to the faucet." I was slightly worried until she mentioned that she had shut off that water main in the basement which moved my concern-o-meter up a few notches and I followed her inside to see what the situation was. In one of the few instances I can remember where things weren't actually as bad as I had imagined, I saw that the problem was really that the dude who built our house had decided to bond all the PVC pipe straight into the faucet without using any of those convenient supply hoses that can be easily removed. The crack in the pipe was really the least of our troubles we were going to have to cut the line anyways and install a straight valve before we could install a supply line that would fit the new faucet. Actually, I knew none of this at the time besides that we needed a PVC pipe cutter and some sort of adapter for the 1/2 inch line to connect a supply line to. My wife, the plumbing genius, returned to Lowe's to spend more money to fix a problem we really didn't need to fix in the first place. By the time she was back, I had finished shoveling out the coop and had the chickens put up for the night. I returned to my wife and her faucet nemesis inside covered in a fine dust of shaving and chicken poo and crawled under the sink to cut the lines with the pipe cutter she had acquired. That part of the operation went smoothly and we were ready to pull off the old faucet when we realized the previous installer had actually cemented the plastic nut holding the faucet to the sink to the metal nipple. After maybe an hour and a half of trying tin snips, hacksaw, reciprocating saw, pliers and elbow grease we finally got it off and the sink pulled out. The rest of the install went smoothly, as I followed orders like a monkey being directed by a plumbing puppet master. The bloody knuckles and PVC shavings in my eyes were nothing compared to the satisfaction of turning on the shiny new faucet for the first time and hearing the air clear the lines before gushing smoothly out in a triumphant flow. Sunday morning I had a strong hankering for some apple granola and made a beeline for the kitchen. April joined me as I munched happily while making up one of my famous lists laying out the tasks of the day. She asked me why I never cross anything off these lists, instead just adding the things not done to a newer, longer list. I did not have a satisfactory answer so I told her to mind her own beeswax. We ended up finishing pruning the entire bottom orchard and making the pile of wood to be chipped even more enormous. I had planned on taking some pictures to accompany this post but the sun was on the way down and I was already beat. So that's what it was, another weekend gone, a little more done and lots more still left on the list...God willing, we'll get most of it done by next winter.

Thawing out

I have been in full on cave bear hibernation mode this winter and loving it. When I get home from work, I collect eggs and put the chickens up, let the dogs out, put on flannel pants and get a fire going. Then I settle on the couch with my laptop and the first beer of the evening and move as little as possible for the next 4 hours. As a result of this regimen and a day job that isn't exactly physically taxing, I've been getting fat for the first time since middle school. Getting ready in the mornings, I've noticed my pants fitting a little tighter in the waist and my slim cut shirts seem a little more stretched at the buttons. When the weather finally turned mild last weekend for the first time since fall, we wasted no time getting back outside and back to work. April got down to raking the heavy blanket of soggy leaves away from the house, tidied up and trimmed back the rose garden and was happy to see her beehives start to buzz with activity again. I broke out the handsaw and shears and began the epic task of pruning the orchard back into shape. Climbing into the trees like a monkey man, cutting off all the water sprouts and reducing the apple and pear trees to more productive and pickable shapes used muscles that had lain dormant for at least 2 months. We worked side by side with our dogs and chickens happily barking and clucking away under the warm winter sun. While the hens were pecking for bugs and sprouts underneath their favorite oak tree, our mighty white rooster fended off a 2 falcon assault force with a little help from the junior roo. The warning shots from the .22 probably helped a little too. Not a single bird was lost to the forces of evil this fine Superbowl Sunday. We labored until our breath was short, our muscles ached and the sun hung low in the February afternoon sky. April helped me to gather most of the limbs and branches, I had shorn from the first 5 trees to receive their spring haircuts and carry them back to our growing woodpile. After I finish pruning the orchard we will rent some heavy equipment for another wild weekend of woodchipping madness. We also placed this year's order with Johnny's Selected Seeds. This spring we will be adding herb and flower gardens around the house in addition to adding asparagus, new tomato varieties and a much larger selections of greens, lettuce and cabbage to the raised beds. We are moving away from staples like corn and potatoes that we tried growing last year since we cant compete with the prices at Walmart or even the folks bringing them in from South Carolina to the farmers market. With us both working we are trying to refocus our energy on things we love to eat ourselves and that will fetch a little higher dollar if we have surplus to sell. The bees have a year of honey production under their little black and yellow belts and we are expecting the hive to meet much higher sales numbers this year. Clyde and Otto are still spending the majority of their time shedding copious amounts of fur on our couches, barking at imaginary intruders and laying about on the porch waiting to be let back inside. April finally hit upon the solution to stop sofa destruction by barricading the Blue Heeler inside the kitchen with two chairs backed against a stout folding table. The couch may be beyond repair at this point but our chunky cattle dog's campaign of destruction has come to a halt at least temporarily. Today we saw a little more snow and another arctic evening, but as I fall asleep tonight I'll be dreaming of sunshine and the prospect of many more working weekends ahead to work on losing this winter gut.

To Hell With Farming

Originally printed in American Mercury (November 1937).

I used to be a timid, thin man. I never got on very well in the city. When I was talking to people, they tended to drift away, or they turned to someone else and said: "Having nice weather, aren't we?" I didn't see in my job any of the heroic aspects my superiors were always glorying in, so probably I wasn't very good at it.

For a while I turned to poetry and wrote a beauty about the song of the hermit thrush, but everybody in the office thought it was la-di-da. I didn't like noise or smoke or subways or hurrying or playing golf or getting drunk Saturday nights, so I began to think there must be something wrong.

I went to a psychoanalyst who told me I disliked everything too much. For this I took a great dislike to the psychoanalyst. I refused to pay five bucks for this new hate, and the psychoanalyst ended by hating me. So I decided to "get away from it all" — to move from the city to the great quiet of the country and simplify my life. I bought a farm far up in New England, and I bought a cow, too. I had always wanted to own a cow and watch it cropping my grass while I dreamed the days away.

At five o'clock the first afternoon I went to the pasture to milk my cow among the daisies and buttercups. The flies seemed to bother her a lot, and she wrapped her tail around my face three times with a loud crack. A good deal of milk went up my sleeves and over my knees, but there remained an additional two gallons in the pail.

When I had achieved this result, the cow placed one hoof in the bucket, turned it over, and walked thoughtfully to a patch of clover.

The next day I hitched her in the barn for milking, and then she gave two pailsful and I didn't know what to do with it. One of my farmer neighbors suggested I get a pig, make butter of the cream, and raise the pig on the skimmed milk. This idea fit in very well with my simple plan for a simple life. I would be a self-sustaining unit in the good, old-fashioned way. So I bought a pig. I also bought a cream separator, a churn and a cream can, a butter worker, and some wooden paddles, besides numerous buckets.

I discovered promptly that making butter was a terrific job. The neighbors, however, told me a man couldn't make butter the way a woman could, and that I ought to have a wife. There was nothing else to do: I got myself a wife right off.

She said she'd have to have some ice to cool the cream if she was going to make butter, and that we really should have running water, because washing the separator was a great chore. Consequently I laid in a pipe to a spring and blasted tons of rocks out of the ditch in order to lower the pipe so that it wouldn't freeze in winter. When my hired dynamiter had blasted two windows out of the house, I decided the ditch was deep enough. While painting the new window sash and puttying the new panes, I decided it was wonderful what a man's hands can teach him if he's not too far sunk in the decadence of civilization. I felt there was a certain nobility in what I was doing, learning by trial and error, learning as the cavemen learned, as the race has always learned.

The water ran fine for two weeks and then the spring dried up. So I put in a pump from a spring lower down, but the water was hard as a brick and plugged the pipes with lime. Nevertheless, I soon learned to take the pipes apart and knock out the lime deposits, and my wife said it was wonderful how handy I was getting to be. She didn't know the half of it. I had torn the pump apart four times in the first week.

Sifting some dirt to recapture a little brass screw that I had dropped, I couldn't help reflecting that the ramifications of a cow's influence were extensive indeed. My red-and-white bovine had already led me to the matrimonial altar, forced me to undertake a course in blasting, taught me something of geology, made me a pig-raiser, a glazier, a plumber, and now a combination garage mechanic and miner.

About this time, I found I'd have to get some hay into the barn to winter my cow. This necessitated a hand rake, grindstone, whetstone, and scythe, and also brought a bill of $20 for man-with-team, the loss of some ten gallons of sweat, and another bill of $10 for beer. Meanwhile the garden was growing full of witch grass, and the woodchucks wouldn't eat any of it, though they did raze the peas and beans, and the cutworms leveled the cabbages. I set to work in the garden and was very busy. The summer passed and I never once spent a minute watching my cow crop the grass while I dreamed the days away.

This pastime, however, was undertaken vicariously for me by a number of former friends from the city who came and lolled in the shade and told me what an idyllic life I had and how they envied me. They knew a lot about birds and flowers, and they told me what a beautiful view there was from the mountaintop yonder. I would have liked to find out more from them about the country around my home, only I had to put a new roof on the barn because after the rain had leaked in on my hay, the cow wouldn't eat it.

Winter was almost upon me by the time I had finished the roof and built my new icehouse. I had always loved to watch the seasons fade into one another and see the leaves turn red, and the first snow, and all the rest of it. But now I felt like a man running through a railway tunnel with a locomotive behind him. I had to cut wood like mad in order to keep warm. I also had to buy a new ax, a saw, some wedges, a sledge, mittens, boots, and a pair of snowshoes. I already had so much gear piled in the woodshed there wasn't room for more, and so I had to keep my snowshoes under the bed. This made my wife mad. But I said I was damned if I was going to build a snowshoe house, and that was that.

It wasn't long, of course, before I slashed my foot with the new ax. While I was resting in bed, studying the Department of Agriculture pamphlets on how to raise bees, caponize roosters, install cement floors in stables, and build henhouses, I decided it was silly to work day and night for the sake of one cow. I decided I would buy some more cows, now that I had a new separator and pump and icehouse and cream can and so many buckets. After all, two cows can live as cheaply as one.

So, when spring came, I bought six cows and seven pigs. I soon found, however, that my pasture wasn't big enough for seven cows and that I'd have to clear some of the scrub. And the fences were down everywhere. I had to go into the woods and cut 500 cedar fence-posts. And then I spent the spring dodging loops of barbed wire which chased me up and down and coiled round me like the tentacles of an octopus.

It was now apparent that I'd have to plant a lot of crops to feed my seven cows over the winter, and this entailed buying a team, a plow, harrows, a wagon, harness, corn planter, cultivator, and various other implements. It also entailed feeding and watering the horses twice a day for the next 50 years, or however long they lived, or however long I lived.

That summer, even more city people came to see our farm; it seemed we were a realization of their dream, a crystallization of their longing for a place in the country. My wife was busy with the canning and the garden and the butter-making and the house and the pullets, and God knows I had enough to do without sitting and listening to the city people tell me what an idyllic life I had and how they envied me. But I didn't notice any of them grabbing a hayfork and pitching in.

When my crops began to grow I realized I'd have to have an addition on the barn for storing them, so I set to work on that. By the time it was finished I had collected so many tools I had to build a tool shed to put them in. My hogs were big and it was time to butcher them. I decided I'd buy some more tools and go ahead and learn to butcher. Hadn't I already become something of a carpenter, plumber, blacksmith, painter, lumberjack, tinsmith, mechanic, and veterinary? Well, it was a bloody job, but I had learned not to think, which is very useful.

My cows commenced having calves. I couldn't bring myself to kill them, so I had to feed them, which was worse. I fought rats, thawed frozen pipes, fixed machinery, cut ice, cut wood, and performed prodigies of midwifery for my cows. Occasionally I recalled with awe a vision of myself sitting on a boarding-house porch with nothing to do, thinking life was a vacuum.

And thus I sank into a bog of work from which I emerged but rarely for 15 minutes late Sunday afternoons, just before chores. I kept it up for five years, and then I began figuring and found I was losing $500 a year on an investment of $8,000, coupled with fifteen hours of toil per day. I felt that I'd come to the end of my rope.

That was the year I didn't get the storm windows on until March, and in April my wife wanted them off again. I said, "To hell with it!" I said, "Pitch a flat-iron through them if you want air." And I put on my best suit and took the train for the city.

When I got to the city it smote me in the face, and I knew, right away that I didn't like it any better than before. I walked right past the psychoanalyst's door, however, without going in. Yet soon I felt so lonely I thought I'd look in at the office and see the boys. Maybe I'd ask for a job again. But they wouldn't want me. My face was like cordovan leather, and I had calluses on my palms like warts.

It began at the reception desk when Miss McEvoy came out and shook hands. "Why, where have you been?" she cried. "I'd hardly know you. You're positively bronzed."

"I've been on a farm," I said. "I'm a farmer now."

"A farmer! Oh, you always were lucky. And here I am at the same old desk. Well, I suppose you want to see Mr. Stewart. He'll be so pleased."

In the president's office, Mr. Stewart said: "Why, how you've grown, how well you look! A farmer, eh? Master of your own time, down to the city for a spree. Y'know, I've always wanted to break away and have a little farm in the country."

He shook his head sadly. "And a cow maybe — but I guess I haven't the courage. Say, Blinks will want to see you." And he pushed the buzzer.

Blinks came in. "Boy, put 'er there!" he said. I didn't think I was squeezing very hard, but Blinks howled. "For heaven's sake don't crush my knuckles. Stewart, the fellow doesn't realize his strength. Take a look at this mitt, look at those calluses."

Mr. Stewart ran a fingertip over them, awestruck.

Soon there were three more men in the office. One of them put a hand on my arm and asked shyly, "Let me feel your muscle." I flexed my arm and the chap's eyes gleamed with envy. "Hard as nails," he said, and they all nodded their heads.

"You chop down big trees, I suppose," said Mr. Stewart.

"Pretty big," I said. "I cut my foot with the ax once when I was new at it."

Finally, there wasn't any way out of it but for me to take off my shoe and show them the scar, and roll up my trouser-leg and exhibit the two white marks the horse's caulks had left. This was so much of a climax that I thought I'd better leave before the spell was broken. They all wanted to take me out to dinner, but I told them to come up to the farm in August instead for a big blow-out, "golden bantam picked just twenty minutes before, clotted cream, wild berries, home-cured ham". And then I tore myself away, feeling very airy.

In August the office workers came out to the farm and I met them at the station with a load of hay. I let them fish the brook and pick berries and chop down all the trees they wanted to. I also showed them the actual horse that had kicked me.

The following winter they came again, bringing more pals with them to see the snow. And so, as time went on, my farm became a Mecca for businessmen whom I allowed (at $6 a day) to play around the woods with sharp hatchets, provided they remembered that once in the house they mustn't whittle furniture. The chairman of the board of the Amalgamated Gas Corporation was the worst one for whittling, but he paid extra for the privilege, so we let him go ahead.

More and more came the next summer and I hired two maids for my wife, and I didn't do a thing except play with my paying guests and teach them to shoot woodchucks and make wooden whistles. Most of them were pretty well behaved and spent their time jumping in the hay and practicing milking, hiding in the corn, going about naked, and teaching a cow to kick.

Now that I have two hired men and don't personally delve in the fruitful earth for simple fare, or cut my fuel in the winter woods, or scythe the lower meadow in summer dawns while the dew is on, or roam the hills at sunset looking for the cows, or feed the horses, I have become quite famous as a genuine nature man and woods dweller.

And last year, I installed an oil burner, a chauffeur with station wagon, a home electrical plant, and three new bathrooms to take care of my paying admirers who come on reverent pilgrimages. You should hear them saying wistfully, "Oh, how I'd like to break away and live the simple life like you do."

terra meiga

"Love of nature and appreciation of the beauties of the landscape were foreign to the rural population. The inhabitants of the cities brought them to the countryside."
- Ludwig von Mises